sss sucks. officially. sucking out all my energy. not as if i can put in optimum performance in there. oh well. missed some stuff. quite disappointed sometimes. on and off mood. hm. cant even do anything one last time. no more chance. maybe at graduation. wont be the same lar. some things will juz nv be the same again. oh well. at least we got b div champs for swimming and second for track. not bad liew. but still. dun feel part of it. though i know swimmers and trackers and loads of ppl that were there. it jus. aint the same. oh well.
sss i managed to concentrate. but still so tired after normal periods that it took super long to get going. esp last lesson phys. revising moments and stuff. need to think den mind dead. same thing during chem. they stuff a lot of things at one go during revision. i guess thats the correct way. but its hard to concentrate! and go for triple s at the same time? killing us all. oh well. tmr still got triple s. til 5.30. three hours of it. no time to rest i tell u. after that i think im going gym again with weichen. no soccer for me for yet another day. i hope ckm allows us to play some on friday. save all of us from our misery. for 1/2 an hour. AT LEAST. ahhhhhh
something happy and cheerful was in my mind. now it slipped away. ahhhh.. its not the studies. its the studyING ttz killing me. forced. hai.
sorry if this entry sounds very tragic. like the others huh?
oh yeah since im in triple s. i have proved that im not THAT smart after all. yeah. food for thought. ciao ppl. have a better day den mine. back to studying ritual tmr. dahh
everything u say to me.
takes me one step closer to the edge.
and im about to break
every little thing u say to me
takes me one step closer to the edge.
and im about to.....
break....
i feel much better after typing this entry. as ive said. im stupid and im pmsing. ahhhhhhh mood swings. im nv happy though. juz.. sedated...
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